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The Perfect Serenity

Bismilla Hirrahman Nirrahim

“The Perfect Serenity”

This very night. I feel very delighted.
Even when I’m alone, it’s a piece of Serenity in my heart and mind.
Because this day is a very simple yet heart-warming.
Ever walk to Masjid Ghufan?
I walked to and fro, twice today.

The first time was around afternoon, around Zhur.
The weather was hot, so I didn’t think much.
The second time was around night, around Ishak.
The weather was cooling and refreshing.
On my journey there, I thought of many things.

Of all the things I could think of, “Alhamdulillah.”
For giving me an ease of mind.
So clear-minded, so free from troubles.
Everything’s so beautifully planned.
Alhamdulillah.

A few weeks back, I was saying to myself….
I’m alone, no one around me.
And now, I’m saying to myself…
I’m alone, but I’ll meet many new Brothers along the way. (:
Maybe my wife could be on the way too. hehe.

Everything is beautifully crafted from Allah.
It just takes a bit more effort to make things happen.
Like what most people say.
Not even God can help you,
Unless you allow yourself to be helped.

And the first step is to put in the effort to help yourself.
But it’s still up to God to allow things to happen.
Same goes to any Relationship between you and someone.
If neither party does anything, or one keeps refraining…
Nothing will happen.

I’m just a Human Being.
I see things, then I get to know things, and then I’ll feel things.
And I’ll fight my way to preserve any Relationships that means a lot to me.
But if Allah doesn’t allow that…
All I could say is “Masha Allah”.

Well, at least you could tell yourself…
Yeah, I’ve tried my best.
And Allah knows best.
What is good for you.
And what’s bad.

Right now, every knot is being untied.
Every messed up strings are being untangled.
So clear, everything starts to flow.
And when that happens,
A smile starts to glow.

The second time I was heading towards Masjid Ghufan.
Alhamdulillah, The Perfect Serenity.
A long path towards the Mosque.
As though I felt like I was walking towards Paradise.

A long straight path towards Allah.
With big lands of grass on the left and right on the road.
Crickets singing praises for Allah.
And the dark yet calm sky hovering above me.
A Peaceful Night.

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah.
This Perfect Serenity.
Masjid Ghufan.
Hehe, maybe my future wife is there! (lol!)

Alhamdulillah.
May Allah bless those who are in my heart.
And bless those who believes in Allah.
Alhamdulillah.

The Perfect Serenity. (:

Only Allah Knows

Bismilla Hirrahman Nirrahim.

(Verse 1)
Will I enter Paradise?
Will I see the next Sunrise?
Will I do whatever I can…
and strive to be a better man?

(Verse 2)
Have I fulfilled my Obligations?
Have I refrained from all Restrictions?
Have I done my duty…
As what my Religion defines me?

(Pre-Chorus)
Two paths laid down for me to choose, no need to hesitate
I will stand my ground, not to be confused

(Chorus)
I will say the Testimony of Faith
That there’s no God but Allah
And I’ll believe in Rasulullah -
Prophet Muhammad, the Sealed One chosen by Allah
I’ll pray five times a day everyday
So that I won’t be led astray
And learn how to give and abstain
Pilgrimage to where the Holy Text is obtained
Five Pillars of my Deen

(Bridge)
Oh Allah, hold me close to You.
Oh Allah, wash these sins away.
So I can go back to You, pure and clean
The same way, I was once with You.

(Chorus)
Let’s say the Testimony of Faith
That there’s no God but Allah
And we’ll believe in Rasulullah -
Prophet Muhammad, the Sealed One chosen by Allah
Let’s pray five times a day everyday
So that we won’t be led astray
And learn how to give and abstain
Pilgrimage to where the Holy Text is obtained
Five Pillars of OUR Deen

(Verse 2)
Have I fulfilled my Obligations?
Have I refrained from all Restrictions?
Have I done my duty…
As what my Religion defines me?

(Coda)
Will I enter Paradise?
Only Allah knows best.

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Sign off
Hafizullah Rasheed. (:

To my Heart (2)…

I’ve been sorting out my emotional stress lately.
Putting everything into the right place.
So, let me share with you something…. about how I feel now.

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At this point in time,
Is it the most perfect time?
To cut off almost all connections with peers,
And rebuild them?

And with the little that remains,
All of them have to fulfill their respective responsibilities.
My pool of friends are sucked dry,
Like a last man standing.

I need guidance, so don’t leave me alone to seek them on my own.
I need courage, so give me the strength to do so.

I’m alone at home.
I’m also alone at work.
So don’t condemn me,
By turning your backs against me.

There’s a saying from Rasulullah
It takes courage to be a minority,
And it takes tolerence to be a majority.
Please bear with me.

A Brother of mine told me…
Who else can I turn to? Alone at home?
Who else can I turn to? Alone at work?
Who else can I turn to…… alone with troubles?

And he said…
Allah.
Allah.
and Allah s.w.t.

I asked one Brother of mine,
Is this the perfect time for me to do so?
Absolutely so, why? -
Allah loves me more than the rest.

And another Brother of mine told me,
Allah has given me this Brother.
Vice Versa,
I hold him dearly To my Heart…

Clouds may seem to weather around my emotions lately.
Sometimes with thunderstorm as their companions.
Just remembering their smiles,
It’s something to look forward to.

Brothers oh brothers,
I hold you dearly to my heart.
Please hold onto me too,
don’t let me sway away.

Because if I were to ponder on this question again…
Which is – “Is this the perfect time to do so?”
I don’t know the perfect answer.
Cause I’m not perfect.

But only Allah knows.
Only Allah knows.

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Peace. (:

Protected: To my heart…

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