I’ve been sorting out my emotional stress lately.
Putting everything into the right place.
So, let me share with you something…. about how I feel now.
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At this point in time,
Is it the most perfect time?
To cut off almost all connections with peers,
And rebuild them?
And with the little that remains,
All of them have to fulfill their respective responsibilities.
My pool of friends are sucked dry,
Like a last man standing.
I need guidance, so don’t leave me alone to seek them on my own.
I need courage, so give me the strength to do so.
I’m alone at home.
I’m also alone at work.
So don’t condemn me,
By turning your backs against me.
There’s a saying from Rasulullah
It takes courage to be a minority,
And it takes tolerence to be a majority.
Please bear with me.
A Brother of mine told me…
Who else can I turn to? Alone at home?
Who else can I turn to? Alone at work?
Who else can I turn to…… alone with troubles?
And he said…
Allah.
Allah.
and Allah s.w.t.
I asked one Brother of mine,
Is this the perfect time for me to do so?
Absolutely so, why? -
Allah loves me more than the rest.
And another Brother of mine told me,
Allah has given me this Brother.
Vice Versa,
I hold him dearly To my Heart…
Clouds may seem to weather around my emotions lately.
Sometimes with thunderstorm as their companions.
Just remembering their smiles,
It’s something to look forward to.
Brothers oh brothers,
I hold you dearly to my heart.
Please hold onto me too,
don’t let me sway away.
Because if I were to ponder on this question again…
Which is – “Is this the perfect time to do so?”
I don’t know the perfect answer.
Cause I’m not perfect.
But only Allah knows.
Only Allah knows.
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Peace. (:
